Too clingy

Good heavens I was clinging to “civilization” about the last…week before I left. I realize I’m jumping the gun by saying this at this point, but it’s funny in retrospect because I was so incredibly bracing myself for getting here, and then I got here, and now I’m wondering what I was bracing myself for! But wow, that last week, I indulged myself. Ice cream, cheeseburgers, anything I remembered randomly craving last time. Sleeping in, long hot showers, straightening my hair, driving myself places, cooking for myself what I wanted when I wanted, wearing pants instead of skirts…I clung to every last shred of it. Although, I will admit, I think I was justified in clinging to the hot showers! Everything else though, meh.